its been.. 5 days since i blogged?
hahaha. nice. i guess i figured that i kinda had to study more than blogging.
ok. so there's 10 more days to EOYs.
and. i have. zero motivation.
i never had any anyways.
now. i really have to concentrate.
staying back to study shall be alone, or with little people.
still not too focused. i have no idea why.
moodswinging? lousy.


thanks caro, for the hugs today.
the in-between of the hugs were the worst time of the day.
thanks for making me feel better.
random or wad, thanks(:
love ya(:

:/
i gave you so many "second chances", and i thought it would pay off.
i thought perseverance would reward.
i've tried. and tried.
ive tried all year long.
i've tried so hard, im tired.
i really am.
and you failed again and again.
i really want to give up.
give up all hopes.
i used to see that little glimmer at the end of the tunnel.
now, its gone.
alright now, im giving you one last chance.
prove yourself.
next thursday, i'll see how you do.
if you fail again, good bye.
:/

tomorrow is FRIDAY! woots. finally, the week is coming to an end.
this week kinda flew pass really quickly.
sighs.
i wanna be sec 2.


STUDDYYY